HI my name is Jennifer

My life ,


sucks right now and I am thinking this today of all days on September 11
when so many innocent lives were lost on that  tragic day,I should  be thinking
 that I am alive  breathing and healthy ,right now I cant think rationally like that,
 Im so depressed,I feel like i just want to crawl under a rock and  vanish for a while.
 I feel i have nothing going for me ,like everything is  against me I was laid off of my
 job last Friday  and  I am stuck working these meaningless jobs  Arby's  of all places
 WHAT A LOOSER HUH??  I am so ashamed of myself!  I  really hate myself,and
 the men I date abuse me verbally and judge me  I needed to vent and let my feelings
 out  im sorry if it seems  like im complaining  I could use some  positive thoughts
 any one with positive thoughts please share and thanks for reading this.